There’s going to come a day when we’ve all grown up, had a career, maybe got married and had kids, when were all going about our daily routine. Maybe you’re driving to work with the car radio on, or you’re making dinner with the tv on in the lounge. Life as usual, and then we hear a name. It’s the name of the person you had a blog dedicated to when you were 16. The person you had posters of up on your bedroom wall, or as your desktop background. The person off that show you used to watch every week, as soon as it came out, or that band you used to love. The person from the cast of a movie that changed your life, or the character who you scrolled through page after page of fanfiction of. You haven’t heard that name in a long time, and it brings everything back. And then the name is followed by three words you thought you’d never hear. Has Passed Away. And then you put down the potato peeler and lean back against your kitchen bench, or you pull over to the side of the road, and tears are streaming down your face. And all over the world, there are people who used to be just like you, with tears marking their cheeks and sobs forcing their way out of their throat, because they remember. Because fandoms never really die out. We never really move on. We never really forget.
i actually am crying
they cant die ever please omg no
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Bless this audio post *preach*
I’ve got to walk away while there’s still hope, learn to erase the love I know and let you go. Cause what I thought was love was only lies. Taking what you want, left me behind as my heart dies. So here we are again knowing this will never end so I must let go. This is my last goodbye, Leaving all the memories of you behind. I will not wait here and waste my whole life
— Trading Yesterday - My Last Goodbye
Posted March 21, 2012 at 12:03am
I’ve got to walk away while there’s still hope, learn to erase the love I know and let you go. Cause what I thought was love was only lies. Taking what you want, left me behind as my heart dies. So here we are again knowing this will never end so I must let go. This is my last goodbye, Leaving all the memories of you behind. I will not wait here and waste my whole life
— Trading Yesterday - My Last Goodbye
Posted March 21, 2012 at 12:02am
KPop Secrets!: Really, Siwon fans?
Really, Siwon fans? I read a secret in KPS about how someone is disappointed with Siwon because of his tweets. The OP didn’t even use any foul language or anything; she/he didn’t cuss at Siwon. U little bitch stfu Wtf is wrong with this person?! shut ur mouth if u dont know what happen.. Honestly, idol or not, he is just human and his twitter is his own space for him to rant.. Sheesh~ F*CK THIS POST. DIE!!! SIWON-HATER? GO OUT OF THIS WORLD. Can you go like die or something? Really? Just because OP said that she is disappointed with Siwon, she should die? And she should shut her mouth because she didn’t know anything? Doesn’t that mean ALL of you should shut your mouth too because all you also didn’t know anything about it? And if someone is disappointed with Siwon, she instantly becomes a Siwon-hater? What? Are you saying that everything that Siwon does won’t disappoint anyone? Is he an Angel? Don’t all of you say that he’s just a human? It’s such an irony, Siwon is a very religious person but his fans throw words like ‘Can you die?’ very easily over simple matter. (not to mention that Siwon just lost her grandmother). OP never said that he forbid Siwon to express his feelings. Because OP knows Siwon is a human. What OP said is that she thinks expressing his feelings on twitter while his fans are in a ‘raging’ state is not a good option. Admit it, ranting in twitter is never a good option, especially when you have millions of followers. Quoting a founder of the most popular Super Junior forum: The boys should calm down, though. They’re only riling up the fans and making things worse. This is not how they should deal with it. Some people have too much faith in some things and some people read too much into this & that. Everybody is assuming it’s solely SM’s fault. And also immediately assuming that is what Super Junior is talking about, bit they could also be referring to someone else. Just saying. This feels like a déjà-vu; it’s like that time Kyuhyun wrote in English on his cyworld after Geng left and everyone assumed ..things. And sure, you say, ‘It’s his damn opinion; if he thinks he’s the best, then so be it! Why can’t you respect his opinion?’ Oh, and what do you think if SNSD or Kara or another girl group said something like ‘We are the best group ever!’ or ‘We are the most hardworking group!’ Pfft, admit it, you’ll go ‘NO SLUTS, MY OPPARS ARE THE BEST. THEY WORK LIKE SLAVES! WTF R U TALKING ABOUT, GO TO HELL’ But well, whatever. I’m pretty sure Siwon & other oppars will be forever flawless in your eyes. s!b: ELFs especially Siwon fans will kill me
KPop Secrets!: SJ Got Married
SJ Got Married I’m hardcore ELF and Leeteuk was my ultimate bias. I love him so much & I’m start being delusional. After know that he joined WGM,I feel so sad but I still watch TeukSora couple & Sora is not bad. Although I feel jealous but I finally get out from my delusional world. but recently, it’s being announce that Kyuhyun,Sungmin,Eunhyuk & Donghae will be having dates & 2 of the couples will be choose as offical couple in WGM. When I saw this news,my heart broke so much. At that moment,I thought,enough,it’s enough! Although I support TeukSora couple,it doesn’t mean that I can accept another couple..It’s been hard for me to accept the couple & now u r telling me u’re gonna add 2 more couples in the show?& I have to see 4 members date with girls?It’s not that I’m like ‘owh i hate my oppa with other girl’, ‘oppa is mine’ but i just can’t take it. 4 members in one time,it’s hard for me. I know SJ should date & I don’t have the right to stop them but what broke my heart so much is they seems to like it so much,yes,they have the right. they are humans. but I am also human & I also have feelings. Before this, I thought SJ always had the hardest time rather than ELF so I always be grateful for being an ELF. but when I read the fan account for SBS Gayo Daejun, at the time I just know,seems like ELF also has their hard time,really hard time to support SJ,maybe not as hard as SJ. I’m ELF and being ELF really makes me lonely because i don’t have friends that was also elf but idc bcuz I love SJ so much. After working whole day,feel so tired,i don’t go to rest immediately. Instead,I will sit in front of computer,make sure I have voted SJ in all their nominated categories.I starve & spent a lot of money to help purchase SJ album. Sometimes,I don’t sleep the whole night just to click the vote button continuously..there are other hard times but I never really care because I think ‘SJ love ELF,ELF love SJ’.. This WGM thing makes me realize,no matter how much SJ love ELF,someday,they will get married and have their own family.they will not there for ELF as much as ELF will be there for SJ. Though SJ had their hardest time,but now,they have thousands of ELF to rely on,ELF who will support them forever,ELF who will love them forever,ELF who will do anything for them. But for ELF?idk. Maybe it’s just me,but I know SJ can’t always be there for ELF as much as ELF can. We use to gone through hard times together,cry when u cry,laugh when u laugh,we know u r having hard times,but can’tu pity us at all?must u show how u love to be in WGM so much?Can’t u just wait a little longer & let us be ur only one? I’m not saying that SJ can’t get married or dating. I know & I support them but I wish they can just wait a little longer..just please spent these precious time with ELF before anything that we don’t want to happen(disband?)..I know I sound selfish but finally,I know what i want wouldn’t happen. From that moment,I’m stop being ELF. I’m out of ELF fandom. I know ‘once elf,forever elf’ but I just can’t take it. It’s been hard for me to support SJ alone & I know I will never met them in real life because of the place I live. SJ is so happy can meet & dates with girl,but me? Being alone here to support them. Can’t they just think about some ELF feelings? Sorry for my bad english :/ s!b: It’s seems that I’m the only ELF who really hate the fact they joined WGM. s!b2: U know how other ELF will bash me if I post this out. They will tell me I’m not a true elf & other hate words.
Nobody likes being alone that much. I don’t go out of my way to make friends, that’s all. It just leads to disappointment.
KPop Secrets!: U-Kiss.
I’m a HARDCORE Kiss Me. I’m surely that every Kiss Me are excited for their come back next month. I was when I first found about it. But day by day, I kind of don’t want them to have a come back next week. Why? U-Kiss has been working so hard and it’s been 3 years, but they’ve never been #1. Many more ‘well-known’ (I feel ashamed for saying this) groups are also having a come back next month. How are they suppose to get #1 against KARA or SNSD or BEG or even Wonder Girls..? I just wish they would debut after all groups are taking a break
